yay, time for my annual stimulant holiday,
my real no thoughts head empty arc.
stimulant holiday 2022
day 1: not too bad, pretty lethargic but i watched wtyp for most of it and even managed to cook
day 2: very very tired and almost impossible to read any long prose, bad sensory time until i had some weed, but hey, i managed to brush my teeth
day 3: better, psych day, cooked again, and played and beat parappa the rapper
day 4: about the same, played and beat parappa 2, cooked yet again, and went to the pharmacy
day 5: better again, christmas with @ariashark and kk9
day 6: about the same, more christmas with kk9, though playing jackbox i felt like paul erdős staring at a blank piece of paper that one time
day 7 (low dose v50+d5): excellent, really recaptured the magic of amfetamine! cooked chicken and rice, redid the barrier spray, and played a bunch of osu and valorant
day 8 (low dose v70): not exceptional but still good, cooked bolognese, built keyboards with aria, and played some more osu with said keyboard
day 9 (low dose v70): about the same, built an oscilloscope, washed bedding, and watched knives out with aria
overall another successful tolerance reset, such that 70 mg lisdexamfetamine is more than enough for me again, and easier than last year too!